Saturday, December 12, 2009


Its been a week since we've talked . Its only usual that the time past so slowly . I just thought it's unfair . I just thought I could have done better . And I thought you would never change . I miss those times . I even miss the person you've used to be .

I guess it's true when you said you're done with me . I guess it's true that you meant what you said in your final SMS . I guess it's only true for me not be dragging myself anymore .

December has always been quite despair and sorrow for me . It's always the same every year . Something bad ought to happened .

Days may be dark now but for sure , it would be better . Just that .... I wouldn't know when the day will come ...

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Monday, December 7, 2009


I remember the first time I saw you there . Wearing a singlet and jeans . We barely knew each other , yet you've been very friendly to me . Maybe you don't want to get in any awkward situation . You kept smiling and laughing . I felt comfort , I felt safe , I felt excited , most of all I felt happy ... happy I met you .

I miss the way you smile at me and do your eyes
I miss the way you mumble with your lips trying to tease me
I miss the way you sms me when I felt you're like a small kid
I miss the way you hold my hand and dried my wet hands with the aircond
I miss the way you drive me to places so I can look at you quietly
I miss the way you talk to me at the night though you're sleepy
I miss the way you sleep while I could play with your soft hair
I miss the way you hug me it makes me felt I'm in love

I hate the way you told me that you misses me when you're drunk
Cause you will never know
I miss you even more even when I'm not , all the time ...

For once , I felt I'm in real love
For once , I broke my own heart
For once , I am hurted ....

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DisClaiMer .
He is someone who loves to venture and exploring new things in life.
He believes that life is more than what he sees now.
He thinks that life is short and the cycle should be filled with happiness.
Thought he agrees life would not find laughter without tears.
He is learning to be a new man. A better man not only for him but for the people he loves,and the people who loves him too.

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