Monday, June 29, 2009



I hate to admit it
But
I hate being alone
Loneliness triggers my mood swing to arise
And I'm gonna be a fucked-up-emo-prince

But
But
But
I'm actually quite happy for the recent happenings
To found that
I'm not alone
Thanks for the companion

Anyway.......

Was tipsy yesterday
First time ever Edwin actually throwed up
Funny but still , pity

Oh ya , ever watched Wonder Girls - Nobody
While the gang was enjoying drinking
The DJ suddenly screen this fucking funny clips from Youtube
Wonder Gays - Nobody

This is hilarious
It seriously might be offensive to some
But IMHO me do think they are good
!
At least their steps and movement are in good coordination

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4:41 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009



Sometimes am just having this feeling
That am running aimlessly in life
Searching and searching
For that something

Yet
In the end the answer still seem so blur
The future is so unclear

Fatigued.........................
Physically
Mentally
Spritually
Emotionally

But stopping is not an option for me
Maybe gotta slow down for the moment
Reduce the pace a lil'
Catch some fresh air
And start running again

=)

Don't Go Away
Don't You Know I Miss You So

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5:21 AM

Saturday, June 27, 2009



This is what me am doing for the past 24hours ... dozing off , day dreaming , star gazing ... whatever u you call ...

another day of sleeping at 5.....am
waking up at 3......pm

tiring .. ... .... .....

lolx abit fcukedup now
just my feelings

anyway , gonna eat big pao soon ... sooooo the very hungry !!!

and me am so fucking sad could not join my friends for both gathering !!!!

Happy birthday Caroline .... and sorry couldnt celebrate with you this year
and worst still , can't join the BBQ party you guys are organizing ... damnit !

all cause of work .... =(

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3:41 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009


Singer Michael Jackson dies at 50

Surely this highlight is everywhere on the internet. God has taken away one of the most talented artist away ....

Didn't know why, but today me having a very ... weird and ... an "unexplainable" feeling inside me. Been getting funny yet shocking news from some people.


Got a few SMS regarding of MJ's death early in the morning. Couldn't be a joke right when you get like 3 SMS regarding the same topic? LOLX -.-"
Me thought me was still hang over from the drunkness last night .... at that moment me actually thought "God , you must be kidding me !" haha ..


Then me got a call from Moo2 telling me bout his broken-hearted-stories. Sigh ... already knew the ending even before the beginning. Why do we still want to choose it then?
Seriously don't feel good even me knowing bout the ending.... =(


Well, apart from that...had a funnier story. Jolene is currently working in the same company as Fish.... LOLX!!!!! was like ... WTF ? hahahahahaha .. such coincidence .... ehm .... -.-"


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Met up with Mr.Si Lon in Pyramid yesterday . What a great start to be ...
Supposed to met up at 3pm , cause he still need to accompany his friend for drinks before looking for me . So went to arcade and play a few round of KOF while waiting .... zzZzz
Received a SMS asking me to find him at J.Co. Upon-almost-reaching-moment , received another SMS saying he will find me later !!!

*super-bitch-slapper*

!!!!!!!!!!!

that's what me really wanted to do !!!!!!!

Anyway , reached J.Co and suddenly am laughin there ... cause suddenly thought of the "Searching4u" thingy... LOLX

Well long story short :
- went to 1Utama for a movie
- accompanied him for "Drag Me to Hell" for 2nd time
- Si Lon such a wimp
- Fright and yell like a girl ... LOLX

- went to Palace after dinner
- 3 jugs of Heinekken for both of us
- super funny moments inside
- drunk like a bitch
- go home sleep


Mr.Lim is leavin soon. Thanks for the time we had though was short. Had a great time too....to bitch around with bitch like you....

TOO BAD YOU DIN SNAP ANY PICTURES WITH YOUR DSLR !!!!! FUCK YOU !!!!

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5:39 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009


Currently am working part time in a pub , located in CityView , Cheras .... Palace ....

Do visit the website and also come come , visit me .. Hahahhahahahaa



http://www.palacebar.blogspot.com


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5:01 AM

Saturday, June 13, 2009






veli the random de photos that we took durin a small gatherin ... the cafe was nice , something RM3 cafe ... somewhere in Bandar Putri Puchong there ... lolx


Anyway , as me was saying .... me got pretty exhausted recently , due to the fact me working late night shift of 8.30pm - 2.00am++++++++
having so many ++++++++ was necessary .... just like previous night , we worked till 4am =.="


and yaahhhh , me slept till 4.30 pm ... just now . Hey , me was just too tired !! Hahaa ....

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5:27 PM

Friday, June 12, 2009



Like others , me is much anticipate for one of the upcoming-greatest-blockbuster-movie of the year , Transformer 2 Revenge of the Fallens
Am too addicted with Linkin Park's New Divide set to be RotF's OST . Every single time me listen to the song [take a deep breathe.....] me always get spasm .... ahhhhhhh ~~~ LOL

Shia Labeouf and Megan Fox .... both are just hawtness to me =) *drooling nonstop*
hahahhaa ...

am so tired today . went to look for him today as he requested to get his photos back ... and me getting back my clothes from ... such a weird feelings me had the whole time , though it was just for a minute or two . perhaps it was such a mixture of pain and anger in me ...
he has moved on ever since then ... at least , thats what me heard ...

Anyhowwwww , gotta prepare for work soon . BUT MONKEY IS SOooOOoo TIRED !!!!! =.="

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4:56 PM

Friday, June 5, 2009


Ano ano .... let the pictures do the talking okay ?







the wishing well =.=










Lolx last pic is just for fun .... spam spam !!!

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2:55 AM

Tuesday, June 2, 2009


This was taken quite sometime ago . Mr Moo took me for a visit in KLCC Aquarius .... lolx thanks for treating me =)

could me just bring this mini cutie seahorsie home ?

Me guess this was one of the best eye-attraction of the place ..

AAAahhhhhh ~~ that's how mr jac feels right now ...


Say hi to Mr . Deep Blue Sea

Jac & Will

Camwhore in MV

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lately , been through alot of ups and downs ... me guess this iz life ? the wheels just need to roll and roll ... =.=
still , am going to challenge everything that comes to monkey . at least monkey ain't alone no more =)
me know me haven't been great and helpful to the problems that is happening ... frankly speaking , am still traumatize with the incident
terribly guilty ...
just hope me could do something in the future to compensate the mistakes
still , am very happy ... in the heart of cuz =)
thankiuu
something to share ..
when im just about 2 years old

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4:37 PM



Been sometime since me posted up any new stuffz & there it goes , kena tagged    >.<

Beside your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
- my dimple loh .. hahax

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
- devastating , not having [name] waking up beside me

Who was the last person/people you took a picture with?
- Alex

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- completely spoilt in the heart and brain

Will you donate blood?
- wish to but cannot wor   =/

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- like duhhh ...

Do you want someone to be dead?
- dead is not the solution ... torturing is ... *evil grins*

What does your last text message say?
- from HotlinkGift ... u sure u wanna knw ?

What are you thinking right now?
- money money money and [name] [name] [name]

Do you want someone to be with you right now?
- OF CAUSE LARHHHH !!!! behhh tahannn liao

What was the time you went to bed last night?
- 5am ? Zzzzz =.=

Where did you buy tee you are wearing right now?
- topman ... cause im topless now

Is someone on your mind right now?
- yeashhhh

Who was the last person who text you?
- Leo Lim

.... lets stop here
there are lots more but ... me don't tag in blogs ... so =)

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4:23 PM
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