When Superstar's artist are out , this is what we do ... CAMWHORE !!

Dying inside cause
I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love
I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Avril's concert is back ... again ~ Haahahaha ... due to M.O.N.E.Y !

Should we go ?

Was just recovering from a highly bad fever ... and now have to work on a sleepness night again for later's presentation . Gosh ... am i blurr !!!! I need to sleep and eat ~! Hungry AND tired are NOT a good combination for us ~

People has been asking me bout my blog .. why don't i update as often as i used to ... i don't have any answer for that , just perhaps don't want to blog often .

My life is not that happening as it used to .. no more camwhoring around . Well , maybe still got but just at times and eventful dates baaa ..

Something unexpected happened just now .. just , just totally unexpected ... i know all the way it's my fault , yet i just don't wish to do anymore . I don't have the powers , not anymore . It's hard to do what i'm trying to do now , neither much would understands me . Haha , it feels funny to be someone awful and evil right now ... it's for the best ~!

I believe it will change someday , not now , not tomorrow ... but someday ^^
No matter what happened , there are just somethings that would never change ... memories ~! Haha ...

- things would never be the same in reality , but remains forever in memories -

Confirm
Avril's concert on 29th August , 2008 had been cancelled due to "over sexy" for our independance day ! Harrrr ... lame Malaysian ruler ...
Beyonce's and Christina's once was cancelled too for the same old excuse ! Gosh ....

To those that are watching the opening ceremony of Olympic 2008 ... what are your feelings ?
As for me , i'm so proud of the chinese . I truly am ... It's one of the most touching opening ceremony that i had ever watch ! From the starting till the ending , it's really amazing and very touching ..

It really must have took those involved people alot alot alot of time of practising ... maybe 1 year maybe even 2 ? Hmmm ... they deserve a very big round of applause ya !*claps*