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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I've held silence for all these time

Questioning me yet i speak no words

You hurt yourself so much

So much that i could not forgive myself

But what have i done

A wound in the heart can mended

But remaining the scars

Permanently deep inside us

Looking back of how it all started

We often shed the tears of pain

Pondering within myself

When can we smile again

Thinking of the memories we had together

Often without you

Loneliness surrounds me solely

Emptiness held me tight

But i shall get used to it

Maybe soon

A blind man walk past his shadows

Tripping upon the streets of darkness

He blamed no one

No God nor any human being

Instead , he stood back up and continue his journey of life

Learning from the pain and hurt

He swore not to make the mistakes again

Panda loves !
8:54 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008

In the beginning

I cried without you

In the process

I felt pain whenever you came

In current time
I tried so hard not to meet you

If ever we hurted ourselves

We learn not to do the same mistakes ... ever again

If ever we burnt ourselves

We learn not to do the same mistakes ... ever again

If ever we cutted ourselves

We learn not to do the same mistakes ... ever again

But

If ever you came to me

It's worst than anything else in the world

Suffering

Tormenting

Tourniquet

Stranggling upon ourselves to stood back up

I swore to thyself , you shall not come easily

In the end

I cried ... shedding every unworthy tears

You became a part of my life

Panda loves !
12:01 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

I have known you my whole life
when you were ten, you said you'll make me your wife
eight years later you wanted me over
just aside, took the world on my shoulders

I got used to living without you
all these phone-calls and dreaming about you
always said that you were my meant to be
but I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
but I can't fight anymore for you
and I don't know maybe we'll be together again
sometime, in another life
in another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
but things will never go back to how it were

I'm sorry I can't be the one

You know I love you, I really do
but I can't fight anymore for you
and I don't know maybe we'll be together again
sometime, in another life
in another life

the way you're holding on to me
makes me feel like I can breathe
just let me go
just let me go
it just won't feel right inside
don't know who's out of tries

You know I love you, you know I do
but I can't fight anymore for you
and I don't know maybe we'll be together again
sometime, in another life

Panda loves !
11:18 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

Poster rawks man . Movie sucks even worst than hell ...
Sickest movie I ever watched in my entire life ! Hey , it's not that I hate Godzilla-alike-type-of-movie ... but its really sickening ! Come on , 3rd person point of view , having the so called "realistic" viewing leisure is a NO NO ...

Erm , i know some of you wouldn't believe me but you will totally understand my feeling once u watch it . That also if you can stand it till the end of the movie ... FUUUU LAAA !!!!

Superb courage from the director ... lolX

Today bought two shirts again ... 1 from S&K and 1 from Seed .. 130 for both .. aiyooo pokai lor !!
And im yet to get my new year clothes ... hope i'll be still living by then !

Will be going for blood test tomorrow . Yaya , for HIV test ahh ... ><
Haha ... I'm super clean ok !!!
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ............

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- Frangi Pani on last Friday night , celebration for Eng Hai's birthday ... it was ... SUPERBLY CRAZEE ! We are so well known there now ... GOSH ! all damn super HIAO ~ Haha ... so do i ..

- Poppy on the next day , another superbly crazeee night ! It was fantastic , had my time there . Really enjoyed the music and the people and of cause the alcohols ..

- Sean's house is totally a garbage bin . Sometime soon somehow , someone need to help him out ! God bless you ... ^^
Maybe one day i can help .. haha

Panda loves !
12:19 AM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Sometimes in life , we hurt other people unintentionally .
Like wise , we get hurted by others , either it recovers or not ... the scars will remain permanently in our heart . Depending how we think and act , whether it should remain a wound ? or just a scar that doesn't hurt ... ?

Perhaps , i've chosen the worst way all these time . A friend told me all bout his previous experience , hoping it could helped me out . It's a precious lesson to be learned ... I hope i'm as strong and smart as you . I too , know I can archieve it , someday soon somehow .

Class started , everything seems to be great so far . Let's keep the finger crossed ^^

I've uploaded a new song by Andrew Tan , Xi Guan Ni .. it's great . Login to Imeem or just ask me for the full song , if you don't ...

Panda loves !
6:36 AM

Friday, January 11, 2008

9th January , 2008

- Alvan and I are in separated group for the rest of the semester ~ damn
- Luckily enough , my 1st term timetable damn free ! ~ Yeah
- Milk came look for me at night , went Telok Gong for seafood dinner .
- 1kg crab , prawn , lala , oyster and a vegetable cost only Rm70 ... and still leftover alot !!!! Lolx ... damn wasted ...

10th January , 2008

- went Pavillion today to do some shopping .
- bought a Seed shirt for 50% at Rm57 after discounted . G2 for Rm76 after staff price . Rm99 for a tie ... lolX !! Crazy expensive ho ? .... ==" but i like the tie alot ...
- nothing else just walk walk today , joined by Carter , Alby , Terrence , Darren , Jackson , Benny and Joyce ~

Pictures are to be posted later ~
Trickster first !

Panda loves !
12:29 AM

Monday, January 7, 2008

31st December , 2007

- went look for Milk at Sg.Long at night and had abit argument there ... as im having gastric too
- thought of counting down at La Queen together with friends , we end up late due to "salah jalan" cause of roadblock everywhere .
- countdown was accidently being proposed at Bukit Bintang ~
- kena sprayed teruk teruk !!!

1st January , 2008

- super crazy in La Queen
- Roy even went topless and .... hiao everywhere ... OMG
- party went on way too late . Had to put a night in Milk's house .
- woke up around 10.30am and went to sister's house
- bought some Siew Bao and Egg Tart for my father . It's damn nice !

Know what ? I'm not sure what have i done for the past few days ... lolX !!!

La Queen again last Saturday .. another sleepness yet crazy night . The girls are hot leh ! The songs are bitchy !

Get to know some new guys around . Sean , Alvin and this cute funny girl Naomi >.<
Saying I look straight ... Went to look for Milk on Sunday at night for dinner .
End up eating in Tan Cha House near Leisure Mall ... I'm going to ban that place soon ...

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As for today , K-Lunch in Neway , with Gary , Carter , Yong Wei and Marcus ! Kinda syiok today ... not bad ~ having lotsa funs ... at least before i start my class

Tomorrow will be my Orientation Day in Taylors .. officially i'm going Taylors ! Haha ..

Panda loves !
7:14 PM

Friday, January 4, 2008

Lately Keep TRICKSTER lehhhh !!

Who wanna join me ?

Hahahhahahaha

Also ... Im damn freaking stuck with Janet's Feedback !!!!!

Listen to it ...

It's fawwwkinggg hawwwwt !!!!

Panda loves !
12:25 PM