This is a special dedication for you B.

Perhaps right now , I don't even wish to state your name out here . I feel humiliated for once . For once , I kept thinking to myself ... why do i have a friend who doesn't want to grow up ? Or should i say , who don't even try to grow up ?

Before you try to concern at other people's life , always look at your own ....
Ask yourself , how happy are you now with your own life ?
You don't even get satisfied with your own lifestyle and your friends ...
Don't be kid who kept whining bout you don't have good real friends who can cared bout you ! Why don't you start thinking bout why don't you have one in the start ?

If you think everything in the world will just go in the way you want ,
If you think that will always be understand of who are you ,
If you think that you are trying your best now ...
Let me state this , you are so damn wrong !

Everything that we own till now , it's all from our hardwork and not forgetting ... attitude . All that you ever did was to think for yourself ... instead of thinking FOR OTHERS ...
All you ever want was for your good sake and not others ...
So that you like cursing people ? Don't forget , there are people who is cursing you away from you know ... Pathetically , i don't even want to waste my time cursing you ... It's wasting my energy for real .

I can tell you , if you don't ever learn and don't even try to grow up ... and wish to stay in what you are now ... you might regret it later .
You can say whatever now ... but we'll see ...

I totally lost hope in you ... for long time i wish to say this but i don't feel i need to . As i thought you would grow in time ... but NOT !

Oh by the way , you think that the name of the blog URL is given by you ? Hey , it's totally fine by me . Just tell me face to face , I would change it straight away . Grow tired of you ...

And to be honest , I'm happy now to have someone in my life ... at least i will appreciate him even if it's in the beginning , even if it may not be long ...