Friday, September 21, 2007


Feeling damn akward right now ... wanting to explode !!
Have been living my days with just Rm1 in my wallet for consecutive 10days .. thanks to Ben for borrowing me some cash , i'm able to live till today ..
Supposingly dad should have gave me allowance on the 15th ... yet he just doesnt ! Why larrhhh ?! Why laaaarrhhhh ?!!!

Havent get to eat anything at all today ... hahaha ~ so i tried using the very lame method of saving myself ...

------SLEEP------

Through sleeping i can hibernate myself and decrease all my energy usage ... which simply means ... even if hungry also wont know lorrrrhh !!
Haihz ... hopefully later i'll have enough courage to ask for money and not getting scolded by him ...

Was browsing through some blogs just now and a chinese post came up to me ... Usually i wouldnt bother much bout chinese post as i wont understand it anyway . Somehow , had a weird feeling bout it .. so i gave a shot and just read through . Its miracle that i actually understand the whole thing ... and it just makes me feel ... miserable

Maybe it's just me , but why does alot people don't understand what they want until the very end of time ? Until they start to lose it ?
Why not appreciate it even if its just the beginning ...
Maybe [you] wont understand what im saying here .. but [you] make me felt very unimportant to your life
i tried to make [you] happy cause i wish to see you as one ... cherishing [you]
Even now after all that [you] had said , i still feel the same as before ... of how [you] treat me
still ... im unimportant ...

Just no words to express what i felt recently ... all i am was just pretending to be happy ... and when im alone , i felt very emo ... very indeed ...

Want back my old life ... where so much happiness and enjoyment of life
Where i can actually excel in my education ...
Where i can actually felt true love ...

Dreadfully pain just now when something struck my mind .. when i thought of my mum
As though it just happened .. everything still so fresh in my mind
I need an antidote ... someone ... just please help me ...

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